Edit: I have finally stopped somewhere to try and become somebody. Now I work on datalisp, this is not very easy to learn about as of now but you can join the telegram @datalisp or read the things on datalisp.is (currently forwards to https://sr.ht/~ilmu/tala.saman)
I have now thoroughly doxxed this account but bear in mind that it is not very secure and may be shared by multiple parties (at least with some prior consciousnessess of mine that are less influential on my behaviour than they used to be I suppose).